I keep reading posts about old classmates that are pregnant. Some were very close friends of mine. It just reminds me that we are in the same stage in life. Many of them are pregnant with their second child. Why can't that be me?
I sometimes feel like it will never happen. I'm scared that it will never happen. I need to stop being angry about the situation. I get angry that this is so difficult for us when it is so easy for most people.
I've been noticing a pattern lately. Couples who got married after we starting trying to get pregnant are now expecting children. I came across 2 today at work. What the heck?!
I wonder sometimes why we seem to be tested more than the average couple. Nothing has come easy for us. I understand that life is hard, but we have struggled everyday of our lives together. I am so thankful that we have such a strong relationship. I love my husband dearly, and he worships me. For now, that's what we need to hold onto. I need to stop thinking about what I don't have, and start thinking about what I do have.
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